I've gone through hell for a while here. I'd pin it down to a certain event, but really its just been a relentless piling on of small problems, a few medium sized ones, and a very few large ones.

Regardless, except for learning lessons? That's all pretty useless and in the past. I've been trying to refocus myself on visual arts and music again, and I'm hoping I can progress quickly and make up for the time I've lost on other things.


"You can't give up because its hopeless, you just hope more, and cover your ears and go BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH" - Phillip J Fry

"When you've done the right thing, people will wonder if you've done anything at all" - god? - Futurama

(Those played behind me, I love those quotes)

PS. its being difficult and not letting my change my mood.